#that makes it so that they literally just keep going in circles

[kotton-kandy953]

❏ 𝐓𝐄𝐘𝐕𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐋 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑 !

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🔪 love interest ꒱ . . . yandere ! m. kinich ! high school ! au x fem ! reader

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🔪 format ꒱ . . . headcannons

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🔪 warnings ꒱ . . . stalking, yandere themes

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🔪 authors note ꒱ . . . I don’t think I’m that good at writing kinich, so I hope he’s not too ooc :( || teyvat high school simulator homepage!

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🔪 word count ꒱ . . . 0.5k

Something about Kinich’s uniform HAS to break the rules in some way, shape, or form. He’d wear headphones until being told to take them off… then proceeding to keep them around his neck. He’d also over-accessorize with black and silver jewelry and piercings.

But if that wasn’t enough already, he will always be seen with some sort of handheld video game console for some reason. He’s really good at pretty much any and every video game he has, it’s very impressive actually.

His appearance is usually very well put together — if you don’t include the dark, tired, circles under his green eyes. It gives people the impression that he stays up all night playing video games (which isn’t entirely wrong).

But you have to admit, those dark, lidded, eyes with his almost perfect black eyeliner makes him look all the more attractive.

He’s a very athletic student, having played on different sports teams in the past. He’s probably one of the first kids picked when choosing teams in P.E.

I’m pretty sure Kinich is based off of Ancient Mayan culture, but (don’t shoot me) I really like the idea of him being bilingual in English and Spanish. Like, he can take a Spanish elective or something?

His favorite subjects are math and science.

The type of kid to sit in the back corner of the class to play games on his phone.

Kinich has a very blunt and cold personality towards about everyone. Especially people he dislikes or finds annoying. But when it comes to you people he likes, he’s a bit less rude.

Kinich is in the School’s art club (along with Xiao), and his most favorite thing to do in there is painting. Although, he hates all of the effort it takes in scrubbing the dried paint off his skin. It’s a really tiring process.

I like to believe that he’d like using more colors when drawing or even writing notes. Like, using different colored highlighters on his notes.

He’s also started a video game club at the beginning of the year, making himself the President. You would think that because his introverted personality he wouldn’t want to be the president of literal club, but he honestly doesn’t mind it at all.

Many students know Kinich for his very obvious love for video games. Which is pretty hard to go unnoticed due to his

backpack literally being decked out with pins and keychains of pixelated characters from a variety of different game franchises.

As a yandere, Kinich would be more possessive and obsessive. His most favorite thing in the world is to be by your side. You’re just too perfect to be left alone in his eyes.

His desire to always have his eyes on you would grow into bit of an… obsession, so to speak. Maybe following you home every evening to make sure you’re safe isn’t so wrong right?

Kinich may be a bit overprotective as well…

[sunkissedliterarylightofchrist]

There is a difference between using darkness imagery to expose the darkness and get it out of your head to prove how defeatable it can be and romanticizing it to make it desirable and making your problems worse. One will save your life and soul and the other will corrupt you further.

Stop mixing them up.

[onlyplatonicirl]

The relationship I've written between Dream and Nightmare is complex, and i need to talk about them right now or else i will blow up violently.

Dream loves his brother so much and knows that the corrupted version of his brother STILL IS his brother, but its a corrupt version - a bad version. Dream wants to find a way to reconnect, to get what he had in the past back, to find a way to bring nightmare back to the person he once was so they can have a loving sibling relationship again because that is his fucking brother and he knows him and he knows WHY nightmare turned into this in the first place and doesn't fault him for it. But he wants his brother back.

But WITH THIS MINDSET, HE UNKNOWINGLY KEEPS FURTHERING THEIR CHANCES OF EVER REUNITING BECAUSE HES SO FIXATED ON MAKING HIS BROTHER "BETTER" HE DOESN'T TRY TO LOVE HIS BROTHER AS HE IS NOW

Nightmare is never going to change back into who he used to be, the scars run too deep and the wounds are still bleeding. He cannot ever go back to what he used to be, and he doesn't want to, but some deep part misses not the village and the life he lived, but his brother. and he knows in his heart that his brother will never love him as he is now because he sees Dream as obstinate and selfish, furthering HIS chance of ever meeting Dream in the middle as well. They both stand at opposite ends of the field and expect the other to come over to their side, knowing that neither of them will ever move.

NOT TO MENTION It's not even a matter of obstinance from both of them, Nightmare is literally committing atrocious acts due to his shifted moral compass and reliance on negativity to feed his power. Dream doesn't even blame him for this, he blames it on the corruption, as if that is not one in the same with his brother at this point. Dream feels like even if he did take that first step, it is so violently against his own moral compass to side with or support things that hurt other people, he cannot in good faith make any attempt to try and defend or support Nightmare in literally anything. Nightmare knows who he is and what he has become and has accepted it. It's like the Zootopia thing with Nick Wilde - if the whole world will never see you as anything but a villain then there's no point in being anything else if you are not even given a chance to be better. You might as well just get really really good at being evil. And because Dream nearly keeps fucking killing himself trying to help people and is completely sacrificing his own wellbeing to keep others untroubled and happy, they are both on such extreme opposites of the morality spectrum that it would be nearly impossible for them to meet in the middle.

Dream wants Nightmare to go back to the person he used to be (he cant)

Nightmare wants Dream to love him despite his current morals (he cant)

The never-ending cycle of reaching and never finding anything because the goal post keeps moving, trying to reach you back as you chase after it, in circles

and circles

and circles

[genderqueerdykes]

Really appreciate this blog and what it shares. Got into an arguement with someone who was a transfem TIRF (didn’t realize that was even a thing at the time lmao) and it left me feeling really upset due to the both gross ways she’d talked about trans men and the fact that she got a lot of support in the notes. So coming here and seeing in fact most people love and care about us transmascs is nice.

Won’t argue again next time I see an account like that cuz it’s kinda obvious people in those circles are prolly not getting out but yeah.

i am so sorry you had that experience. i'm glad you're advocating for yourself and choosing to not argue with that person again.

i honestly refuse to socialize with a person when i see them be that openly hateful with no attempts to change. i stopped talking to one of my old roommates after he started saying all kinds of transandrophobic shit, shitting on transmascs bodies and calling them gross because he's "gay" and could never be into vaginas or breasts. my ex (trans)gf literally fucking yelled at me for not wanting to be his friend after this. like actually fucking yelled at me numerous times. i asked her if she would be comfortable staying his friend if he was transmisogynistic toward her and told her her body was disgusting, and she said yeah of course, as if somehow that wouldn't cause her pain. nobody gave a flying fuck about how transandrophobia affects transmascs, so i said fuck all of you and stopped being their friends.

there are so many people who have gladly jumped on the rad fem train and it's so sad. that's no way to live your life. that's such a hateful ideology. rad feminism is nothing but hate. it's hate for yourself for being a woman because you equate womanhood to suffering. it's hate for other women because they're not women "right" like you are. it's hate for transmascs and trans men. it's hate for nonbinary people. it's hate for genderfluid people. it's hate for trans, nonbinary, genderqueer, genderfluid, gnc, bi, & pan lesbians. it's hate for butches who are men. for TIRFs in specific, it's hate for other trans people because they're "trans wrong". rad feminism is hatred all the way down no matter how you look at it. rad feminism will never be productive or progressive. it's about wallowing in your misery, mining for sympathy and pity, and crying about how you're powerless and defenseless instead of doing something about it. it's admitting defeat.

as a fellow transmasc, i'm just over it. i'm not gonna stew in self hatred. i had a friend who WAS transmasc who basically forced me to hate myself for being a trans man. always going on and on about how they hated certain transmascs and trans men, how they were "Whiny and entitled"... yikes dude. you can keep hating yourself over there, but i genuinely love being transmasc & a trans man. coming out as a trans man literally saved my fucking life. i was a depressed mess that hated myself before i came out. i've never loved myself more. and if someone else can't love what i love about myself? they're not worth my damn time.

i'm not here to throw transmascs under the bus just to kiss up to transfems to try to look progressive for brownie points. that shit is underhanded and dirty. we can support all trans people at once. we aren't football teams. you don't have to pit random queer identities against one another. we're on the same side. none of us are enemies. none.

thanks for taking the time to stop by! take care of yourself, i'm glad that i could help in any way. i am just OVER people forcing transmascs and trans men to hate themselves and exist solely to talk about trans women and transfems and nothing else. i am just over people making men and mascs feel like shit. it's done. it's over. i'm not participating, and neither are you. pack that shit up into a box, and throw it in the garbage. we're working together whether or not you like it. the only way we get out of this is together. our fight for liberation is NOT a crab bucket- you do NOT have to pull someone else down when you see them rise up and advocate for themselves.

[infiniteglitterfall]

I wrote a whole thing in response to this. It's not done. But I just want to say I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS.

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE ENTIRE LEFT APPROPRIATING JEWISH TERMS, REDEFINING THEM TO MEAN SOMETHING EVIL THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN AGREE ON, AND THEN ATTACKING AND INDIVIDUALLY EXILING JEWS FOR WHAT YOU IMAGINE WE BELIEVE.

And I don't think it's actually the entire left. I think there's a loud, horrifying group that does this, and a larger silent majority that mostly doesn't even see it.

I think that ten years ago, I would quite possibly not have seen any of it. I wouldn't have been in the right circles online to see it. I would've reblogged things that sounded right, and moved on.

I probably would have seen and shared things that defended Jews. Because that's what I did, ten years ago, when I saw them. But it would've been incredibly rare.

And that sucks. Because right now, it feels like everything has been on fire for about a year and a half. And really, everything has been on fire for even longer than that.

I've seen people talk about how nobody was acknowledging the 2018 Tree of Life Synagogue massacre as antisemitism, or having marches or vigils around it, except Jews.

I remember several other things during that time where all the non-Jews talking about them, on the left, were being ignorant defensive antisemitic garbage.

I only recently learned, by looking at the FBI hate crimes stats, that Jews in the US have experienced the second-largest number of hate crimes almost every single year since the FBI started tracking them.

(Second only to Black people, yes. Usually gay men are third. Idk if anyone's ever tried to analyze what percentage of each community the hate crime stats represent.)

Nobody talks about that.

But plenty of people talk about how Jews weaponize claims of antisemitism. Apparently this is the only marginalized group you're allowed to say that about? At least, I haven't been able to think of others.

Plenty of people claim the ADL is weaponizing claims of antisemitism to make pro-Palestinians look bad. (An argument that really only works as long as you ignore the FBI's nearly forty years of data.)

I don't expect people to be able to jump in and defend Jews or call out antisemitism. It is, frankly, a lot to learn. And it's stuff that gets so silenced and erased, people often have to start from scratch.

But my tired cranky ass is BEGGING YOU. PLEASE, if you care about this shit, reblog this, and hit the jumblr tag and find some Jews to follow. Just go find some people to listen to and learn from.

Because it's just gonna get worse. Trump is going to actively make things worse from both ends. He's anti-Jewish as fuck. He literally keeps a book of Hitler's speeches in his nightstand. (Not that it's helped him any with his own oratorical efforts; holy shit.)

He is also anti-Muslim as fuck, and today he apparently said he wanted to take over Gaza.

What's gonna happen is that the left is going to continue decoupling "Nazi" from "hates Jews." Continue not listening to Jews or learning to identify and unpack antisemitism. And it'll be just as happy as ever to say "punch Nazis."

But it already has a jumpstart on "Israelis and 'Zionists' are Nazis." And on "Israelis and 'Zionists' shouldn't be allowed to teach, or perform publicly, or possibly hold jobs."

Every single thing the far right does to attack "pro-Palestinians" is going to be awful, and is going to be used to imply that they support Jews -- which, in turn, will make Jews seem sus.

When white supremacists and literal Nazis attack Jews, the left will continue to pretend it's not happening.

Basically, Trump will be emboldening anti-Jewish sentiment and acts on both the left and the right.

And now that I think about it, maybe that's part of what happened his first term too.

Again: my tired cranky ass is BEGGING YOU. PLEASE, if you care about this shit, reblog this, and hit the jumblr tag and find some Jews to follow. Just go find some people to listen to and learn from. (You can follow me, if you don't already. It's just that I mostly write infodumps 😇)

If you want a quick read that's a real masterclass and gut-punch on this topic, read People Love Dead Jews, by Dara Horn. You can get it used! New! In podcast form! At the library! At your library as an ebook or audio book! Read a review! Read an excerpt!

This tiny bit is absolutely wrecking me:

Sometimes your body is someone else’s haunted house. Other people look at you and can only see the dead.

Here's an interview about how she ended up writing the book that has some absolutely amazing examples. Even with her interview, it's hard not to quote things she says:

We have had this idea when we teach people not to be bigoted, that like the way to teach them that is to say, like, see this fill-in-the-blank group over here, like you shouldn't be mean to those people because they're just like you and me, they're just like everybody else.

And it's like, well, the problem with that, especially in the Jewish case, is that Jews spent 3,000 years not being like everybody else.

Everyone, but especially Jews, please add your own suggestions in the reblogs, replies, or tags.

Someone messaged my drag collective with a complaint about my "Zionist leanings" and asked me to be thrown out of the collective. I thought my co runner would back me up bc he owes me for an entirely separate thing, and I've been doing most of the work between us recently. Nope, threw me straight under the bus.

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[14dayswithyou]

Hi, Howdy! Hey! I really love your novel!! I got a little confused by the 4 day, may maybe you help me please? who is it? why we got the bad end staying the night in Ren’s apartment and he disappear of the home screen? I can’t understand “unset memory” game, sorry if I wrote smth wrong or smth sounds rude, I swear that I didn’t mean it if happened, I’m really a fan of the novel, I’ve been playing the game since day 1 or 2 I guess, probably day 1, english isn’t my first language, but I tried lol

⌞♥⌝ I hope you don't mind me answering these as bullet points!! ^^

"It" will be revealed later in the game! So I won't reveal too much right now.

You can only get the Dead End in Day 4 by staying at Ren's apartment — the rest of your choices before that don't matter. I'd also pay closer attention to the black smoke and Ren's reaction towards it!

Ren disappears from the home screen because he promised to help the player out (and stop them from getting the Dead End again). Try replaying the game again from the beginning for a surprise!

"Unsent Memories" was another visual novel (initially being written by @10chimes / @unsentmemory, though the project has since been dropped and handed back to me /pos) and is set in the same universe as 14 Days With You. Its storyline and characters are completely separate from 14DWY, so you don't have to worry about them while playing 14DWY.

[lemon-wedges]

Some process gifs of my paintings this year!

[ministarfruit]

local alley cat gets beaten up (colourised)

[babisawyer]

Ben coming back to the cabin to see yet another cannibalistic ritual

[cream-and-tea]

oh pallas and agnes power dynamic you really are SO unbelievably fucked,,,,,

[rustycottoncandy]

I should draw my fursona more often

[puppppppppy]

who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it

[quietwingsinthesky]

you ever just think about. “You are diseased, albeit a disease of our own making. No more.” you ever just. oh, they made him and they discarded him. it’s never going to be quiet again for him, and that’s just collateral. they let the sound rot through his whole life, his whole timeline. because that’s the kind of easy sacrifice you can make when you want to save yourself above everything else, one that doesn’t ask anything of you. you dig open a child’s mind and you bury your survival inside him and when he follows the noise back home, when he does exactly what you groomed him for, you call him ruined for it. that’s. you ever just think about that.

[sysig]

Some scribbles :) (Patreon)

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au

this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂

i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl

[clegfly]

‘Puter mari can’t read rooms. Or screens I guess